work your way out











{February 13, 2012}   some recent work.

A few poems that seem along the same path.

“I wish I had a river, I could skate away on.”

You made me cry,
countless times, steeped
in the rack of a new world order.

Flow changes,
weeds trapped in roots–
these logs laid five years ago.

Suffering is not
the eternal end it seemed
when dawn rushed in.

Ice begins, thin
layers building as
higher order stops the rush.

Toe pick makes
the smallest of dents,
chips not enough to spear an ant.

I wish I had a river,
I could skate away on.

“Watch me unravel.”

We are fragmented
in the moonlight
broken things the
establishment
counter-terrorized.

Each bit reflecting
bright fantastic
pieces of toys the
mistreatment
of their own image.

Superglue in hand
a life’s work waits
scattered on pavement the
disillusionment
of generations.

Watch me unravel
shreds of skin among
blood stained glass the
testament
to holy shame.

“You turn the screws.”

imperial power
a turn of the cycle
and
we are those
we wished to escape–

this is the change that power makes.

industrial power
a turn of the screw
and
they have the jobs
they own the news–

this is the grab that power makes.

irrational power
a turn of the cheek
and
we could have freedom
we could have peace–

this is the dream that power takes.

 

“Enjoy the silence.”

enjoy the silence
we are
enjoying the silence
we have
many rivers running blind
we have
many people losing minds
we are
enjoying the silence.

worry wanders far
I am
reaching for a star
I have
fallen many times
I have
fallen into lives
I am
reaching for a star.

scars on my guitars
you are
a scar of what I was
you have
the piece I can’t maintain
you have
a peace that I still blame
you are
a scar of what I was.



{February 11, 2012}   the pier: installment the fifth

the pier at sunset

We walked home at sunset.

The boardwalk was clear of men in black and we crossed to the shop. You needed to watch out for loud button-down shirts as well. They think it helps them fit in with the tourists. It really makes them look as out of touch as all of them are. I didn’t want to be a part of that world. My mother didn’t want me to be either. She offered to take care of Rickie for me, swore she wouldn’t let them get to her.

Dad made us both safe for a while, but credit never lasts long with loan sharks.

My beautiful son. Life was supposed to be perfect. I was pregnant right out of high school, which is normal enough these days, and I thought Anthony wanted to get away, same as me. We planned it all out our senior year, the price of land in Oregon, the total responsibility we would take for our lives. That all changed when Richie was born.

His fucking father got to him. They showed up to the birth coked up. They named him without my input. They informed me I was marrying Anthony and moving in the Delucci family home.

I tried to take Ritchie and run, but Mom wouldn’t let me. I couldn’t stay there. Anthony betrayed me.

And wants me dead for the money I took on my way out the door.

Home. Gerard and I bound up the steps, two at a time. The street buzzes behind us, clients in and out of the shop, tourists on their way from beach to club, family fun to dinner hell.

I do not miss holidays with my “family”.

Our room beckons, sun setting outside of the small window, bed made. Gerard had fussed around, making things ready before I came home. All traces of our madness were gone, wiped away like the stupid reasons I used to take out my anger on him.

“It was my fault, Ali. I’m sorry. Stupid picture. But I don’t get to do much script work like that, and it looks so good–”

I walk up and wrap my arms around him. The muscles are right beneath his skin, taut and sinewy. “Because you are a great artist.” I lift my head from his chest and kiss his lips, savoring the lingering taste of salt. It tastes different than the crust you get hiking in the desert from water laced with minerals.

We spent awhile in the desert before moving east. For a minute it was magic. Gerard stole a Jeep on our way out of town and it served us well until it ran out of gas. The nights were cold, but we snuggled together and the best of it. Once the Jeep died we had to walk until we found someone we could trust to help us. My lips felt like they were going to fall off before we reached Lake Mead and a fresh buffet of vehicles Gerard could steal. Anthony provided the gas money. I’d originally planned to fly as far away from all of them as I could.

My angel of a taxi driver informed me they would be able to trace me, even if I paid cash, because of the new regulations. And so we stole a Jeep and headed out to the desert. Gerard swore he was looking for adventure. I think he was looking to get in my pants. I was still in the crappy shirt and yoga pants they give you as a recovering mother in the hospital, and so upset all my troubles spilled out of me on the ride. He knew I was easy.

But that doesn’t matter now. Now I am encircled in his arms, safe, home, happy. Hunted. Lost. But happy.

We fall to the bed and he tries to speak but I put my lips to his and eat the words, filling a bit more emptiness inside my heart with the love from his tongue against mine, falling into the nothingness of one bed, one heart, one soul. For now, we are the only people in the world, the sounds of a busy summer evening on the Virginia Beach strip muted by the closed window, the sunset filtered through dirt and scratches, making child’s sketches of light on our bodies. For a moment I think of Anthony despite myself, to wonder at how it never felt like this with him, never felt so connected. We were together such a long time, our fathers determined to have their legacies live on in the way they wanted.

Gerard touches my face and they all fall away, he moves his other hand down my body and I melt, I massage his neck as our kiss goes deeper and he moans in my mouth. We press against each other and restraint dies, hands become frantic and clothes suddenly cease to exist. The evening comes, and the night after it, and we remain in the bed, remain with each other, affirm the life we have created, its goodness, its rightness.

When sleep comes, I am still wrapped in his arms, and the letter stays forgotten in my pocket, somewhere thrown on the floor.

*

For earlier story see:

installment the first

installment the second

installment the third

installment the fourth



{October 14, 2011}   Writing Excuses for NaNoWriMo

This is a list of Writing Excuses episodes I feel are pertinent to National Novel Writing Month. Easiest way to have them all in one place for a Notecard I want to hand out inworld.

Their NaNoWriMo specific podcast.

On Brainstorming Ideas:

Brainstorming

Brainstorming from Headlines

Brainstorming Science Ideas

How to Steal for Fun and Profit

Brainstorming Urban Fantasy

Brainstorming Cyberpunk

Brainstorming from the End to the Beginning

On Research and Worldbuilding

Research

Worldbuilding Religion

Non-Human Races

Worldbuilding Government

Worldbuilding History

Worldbuilding Gender Roles

Writing Practical Fantasy

Life Day!

Story Bibles

Non-traditional Settings

Worldbuilding Communications Tech

Gender Roles-Black, White, and Gray

Worldbuilding the Future

Alternate History

In world Dialects and Jargon

Characters and Worldbuilding

On the Basics of Writing:

Voice, Tone, and Style

Writing Habits

Writing an Epic

Making Descriptions Do More than One Thing

Character Arcs

Visual Components of Novels

Critiquing Dan’s First Novel

Parody and Satire

Internal Character Motivations

Suspension of Disbelief



{August 25, 2011}   the pier: installment the fourth

The Pier

installment the first

The Pier after sunrise.

installment the second

installment the third

 

The darkness makes Gerard’s features soft when he faces me, his black hair fading into the shadows, the sunlight a mask across his gray eyes. I miss the sharpness of his features, his model cheekbones and cleft chin hidden by the artificial night the pier and its intricate support system create. One foot in front of the other, one print in wet sand added onto my trail after another, I take the last few steps to Gerard. He looks up.

“I knew you’d come back here.” The sunlight hits his chiseled face.

“You know me too well.” I sink down beside him carefully and open my bag. Danish chaos. It’s everywhere. My iPod, my extra shirt, my notebook. This will take some time. I pull my notebook out with reverence and attack it with the shirt, using the unsullied portions of purple cotton to wipe off the cover. Safe. Good. I need my memories. I hate them, but I need them. I pull out the iPod next. I go after it with the same vigor as the notebook, but Gerard takes both shirt and gadget from my hands and starts cleaning it with care, occasionally using his hot breath to make enough moisture to get some of the stickier bits free.

“You’re lucky, nothing got into any of the jacks on this. Guess that’s why Apple makes them so small.” He hands the iPod back to me and tosses the shirt behind him.

“Why, so idiots like me can’t mess them up? And you shouldn’t litter.”

He turns away from me.

I want to be nice, I do, I want to make up. Hangups and history bite me over and over, gnawing at my skull. It isn’t his fault my first love ended with me a broken shell, barely able to get away and try to fill back up again.

I try again. “Thank you my love, all my shit would be broken without you.”

He tilts his ear toward me, but doesn’t speak. I try again.

“If you will forgive my ignorance, I would be honored to rub your back later.”

He turns toward me. Smiles. I smile back, and wipe his cheek with the recovered shirt, careful to use the one remaining clean part on the hem. He wraps his arms around me. I fall, forget the world around us.

Then he speaks.

“So why?”

“I got a letter.” This is mumbled into his shirt.

“So what?”

“It was from them.”

“You have to go back someday Ali.” He rubs my back. He smells like strength and Old Spice. I cry.

“No I don’t.”

“He’s your son.” More back rubbing. My fingers dig into his lower back, his upper thigh. It makes the world stop spinning.

“Not anymore. Who knows what they told him.”

“Your Mom is there too. She loves you.”

“She took him from me! And she’s dead now, serves her right.” His shirt was beginning to soak and made my cheek feel clammy and unreal. I found a dry spot over his heart and let go.

“Shh, you don’t mean that, shh, it will be fine…just let it go…I love you Ali.”

We stayed there, entwined, until the afternoon heat drove us out towards home. He took off his shirt and let me use it to clean up. I splashed the salt of the ocean on my face. We both marveled at the water and dug our toes into the soft sand at the edge of the waves. I stared towards the sun and wondered if Gerard was a good enough thief to take one of the boats out there.

We’d both needed to run from Vegas. Though it was a jail sentence instead of a death sentence he faced.



The Pier

installment the first

installment the second

My small tremors do not alert the clerk and I move around towards the front awning to make sure he is still in the room behind the front desk. The coast is clear and I open the front door and slide in, letting out my held breath in a measured sigh when I get through without my bag catching or the door slamming. I breathe in quickly, and clamp my lips shut so the growls of my stomach can’t escape. I smell the yeast in the bagels, but not the cheese. I wish I had time to get a cup of the freshly brewed coffee too, but then I would be a mess if things go bad and I have to run. Thin hotel coffee cups do not travel well in the best of circumstances.

I flip open my messenger bag and start tossing bagels and little plastic cups of cream cheese in, looking to the front desk for any signs of life. The coast remains clear, maybe the clerk decided to pleasure himself in the early morning hours. It works out for me. I throw the flap back down on my pack and head to the door.

“Hey! What are YOU doing in here?”

Time to run.

My bag slaps against my thighs and I hope my bagels don’t get crushed by the movement. I smash my hands against the glass door and get outside as footfalls almost make it to me.

“Ow!”

Well, at least that trick worked. I run back towards the pier, wanting to reclaim my home base and hide. Once I duck underneath the wooden slats that clod from the hotel will never be able to find me. I guess he remembered me from the other times I gleaned breakfast from his fine establishment. Shops opened their doors as I passed, getting ready for another day of tourists. The sun is above the horizon line now and I wish I had time to dig my shades out of the bag. Light permeates everything and manages to sting me even as I run. So I keep looking at the ground.

Glancing up to calibrate how far I’d made it down Main Street, I realize I missed my turn. I stop, almost falling over from my bag bouncing against me. I can’t hear any foot falls behind me, the world is filled with the scraping sounds of displays moving to the outside of stores. I dig my sunglasses out of my bag and put them on.

the pier at mid-day

Sweet relief. Except for the smear.

Stupid me. I should’ve looked while I stole.

Stupid danish.

I throw it on the street beside me and turn back down towards the water. I have to clean out my bag before it gets any worse. I think about going home. Just because Gerard couldn’t understand my upset does not mean he is a bad guy. He loved me enough to get the hell out of Vegas.

Walking towards the pier, I decide to wait for him to find me. Or the mafia. It’s more prevalent in Vegas than you would think, don’t let yourself be swerved by the hype. There is a smell of corruption laying over a city the mob has a hand in. It’s always there, an acrid stink of lost innocence and dead bodies.

I would become one of them if I went back. My mother survived for awhile because my father left a strong enough reputation behind, and she allowed Anthony to see our son. I don’t agree. I should’ve brought my boy with me. His father was bred to lie.

The pier fills my vision now, baked by the sun and full of people, the diehards from the early morning hours displaced by the first wave of tourists who pay for access to the sea. The tide is in and quiet, lyrical, swirling foam covering my flip-flop clad feet. It calms me, prepares me for the task of cleaning. Best done under the pier where I can take my time.

Then I see him. Gerard. He sits with his arms hugging his legs, his chin resting on them. The tears on his face glisten in the few rays of sunlight that sneak underneath the wooden slats above.

*

Seven hundred more words, or there abouts. I’ll post the next set in a few days. Hope you enjoyed the read.



I’ve been in a rut for a long time. Same old, same old, nothing to do here but survive. Not the best way at looking to live. The human condition is that we’re supposed to do more than survive, be more than animals roaming the earth, searching for the next meal. In the confusion and loss of leaving college, homelessness, having a bastard, and more homelessness, any vision I had of what my adult life could become was overshadowed by the reality of what was, all thought bent on how to see one more day with my skin intact. Life hasn’t been quite so hectic for a while now, and it is time for me to try and move forward instead of treading water all the time. Many of the stories I’ve written are about people who are forced to stop standing still.

Out here beyond the pages, there’s no use waiting for the world to change. Whatever it does, daily life all swirls around the actions we take as individuals. In The Pier, we see past actions closing in and affecting the present. Here is installment the second. Installment the first can be found here.

The Pier after sunrise.

Waves assail the beach. Dawn brakes in their wake, maroon, orange, and blue–weak colors behind the fog. I am no closer to a decision. I stand up and brush the wet sand off of my legs, using the back of my hands to rub crusts out of the inside corners of my eyes. Sleep came late, after the footfalls of incoming night fishermen quieted into the silence of their hunt, and the pier became a dream world. Sound reduced to the small clapping waves and the low hiss of fishing lines. Their rhythms rocked me to nightmares.

The night I let young lust enter me, the cold sadness of death, the rustling of leaves on concrete outside the garage door. Rough fingers, cool can, condensation on barely formed breasts. The scent of dust and sin and sweat filling my nostrils, the grunts and sick wet squishing filling my ears.
He came nine months later. Things fell apart. I left. My mother loved him.

Dry heaving myself out of memory, I manage to put one foot in front of the other. I feel empty, lost.

My stomach growls. I wonder how I can even be hungry.

The Baby Ruth I stowed in my purse on the way out of the shop is not enough to satisfy my hunger this morning. The Ramada Inn has bagels and cream cheese in addition to the standard danishes and single serving cereals. And I really need some cheese therapy after spending the night under a pier.

Life turns a brilliant blue as I made my way up from the beach. I try to clear the mists of the night from my mind as well. One slip and they can find me. I can’t forget that again. The cool of an east coast morning, even on the beach, refreshes me as I head down the boardwalk. I do not miss the desert heat, a dry thing baking the life out of you from sunup to sundown. I can’t understand how people get heatstroke on the beach here. They don’t know what real sun is.

My destination approaches, red letters on white plastic. I don’t go in the back door, that takes you right by the front desk and some of them know me by now. Tattooing can be a feast or famine sort of business proposition. I get free food where I can, even if I have to take a belligerent clerk or two before I can put together a full meal.

The alley between hotels opens up on my right, and I duck down it. A few steps later and a glass wall looms high above the sidewalk, blinding me if I look up from the ground. Its corner has a seam for me to lean against without putting prints on the glass. It is cool and comforting under my cheek, a line of reality in the first light of morning. My phone rattles against the stiff wall and my thigh.

Technology is a blessing and a curse.



{July 25, 2011}   the pier begins

Might want to watch with the sound off, I wasn’t the only one this ride made scream like a girl. Not my vid, made by a dude crazy enough to sneak a camera out on there. I thank him. My trip to Six Flags yesterday doesn’t have anything to do with my writing of The Pier, a trip to Virginia Beach with a former friend o’ mine created the genesis for this story long ago. But facing fear and getting on some ridiculous roller coasters did serve the purpose of celebrating my brother’s birthday–because riding all the coasters at an amusement park makes you feel young and old. The trip also got me thinking constructively about Vagabond again, and over the fear of not being perfect enough to finally start serializing The Pier.

I am definitely an isolated sort, on purpose, but getting out makes more of a difference that way. All the memories it brought back of good times with the family seem to be balancing my depression about it all that never really fades, and that’s a good thing.

(wrestling announcer voice)

…and now, the first installment of The Pier:

Morning

Sunrise at The Pier

The waves make small shadows on the beach at night, the sound wrapping around me. It almost replaces the blanket I left at home.

I did not plan on leaving tonight.

Gerard and I live in an apartment above his tattoo studio, right on Main Street. I look down at my wrist. “Free” is still written there, clear as the day I suffered through the needles to get it. The weak orange lights from the street cast a shadow over it like a desert sunset. I miss the wastelands of Nevada. There’s nothing like them out here.

Water crashes and mumbles and I stare into it, trying to open myself to the calm Margie swore it’d provide. She’s a waitress with me at The Salted Fish, and knows the menu better.

If I did, this flight could be permanent. Margie makes twice the tips I do. And has better hair.

The letter came today. It sits on the sand at my side, taking in water. The ink won’t bleed out. Indelible marks, unsatisfied cries.

My mother is dead. My baby is five. I do not know how they found me. I think I know. I can’t be sure. I told him I didn’t like cameras.

He said it was just a picture of my wrist. A small vanity.

The pier shelters me and I lean my head back against the base of the shore, cool sand grinding into my hair, calming the panic, calming the fever of flight. I need to escape, if only to here, if only for one night.

I wish it could be forever.

*



Blossom

view while laying on back at storytelling mushroom

There are many storytelling events on the grid, but I don’t get to make it to them as much as I’d like because the times don’t end up working out for me. On Wednesday afternoon, I logged on to host the Writers’ Meet at Milk Wood and was pleasantly surprised to hear from my friend Flower Rainforest.

She spends a lot of time at the Elven Forest and offered me a chance to come by and tell a few stories of my own, as well as talk about Virtual Writers. My thanks to her again for the opportunity, and here is the story the group helped me finish.

The Rising Fruit

Light beamed through the leaves, making yellow patches beside the stump Serenla sat against. There were not many such places in the woods on the edge of chaos. Moss covered the leaves of the trees there, making them hang far down to the ground. She could hear the sounds of the wine making festival off to her right. Penelope had filled a whole pond with nullified fruits in honor of the Fixer’s visit.

It was her hope the emissary of Urbessa would be able to stop the encroachment of the Great Dismal Swamp. Tricar would become another vassal of Morloch if nothing was done. The Fixer made the fruit in the pond safe enough to stomp and drink, but Serenla was not convinced he could take down the moss. His chaos could spread it farther.

A scream erupted from the gaggle of wine makers and Serenla stood up, the pages of shaved bark she’d been studying falling out of their green folder to the ground. She turned towards the pond, then began to run.

Purple was leaking out in all directions, a viscous substance that moved like lava. The small patches of moss around the water were consumed, floating to the surface like blemishes across piebald skin. As she came closer to her mentor, Serenla had to hop back and forth over fingers of molten fruit.

The pond and surrounds were a seething scene of confusion and madness. Creatures rose and fell in the un-wine, and trees laden with moss sparked to flames at its touch.

Serenla hopped and skipped over purple tentacles and half formed wings, trying to make it to Penelope and the Fixer. She felt some of the lava begin to crawl up her left leg, and stopped to push it off with her foot. A popping sound came soon after and she tripped over a limb, falling face first in front of Penelope.

Droplets fell against Serenla’s back and expanded, their new formed feet digging into her cloak. Penelope grabbed Serenla by the arm and hauled her to her feet. “Run, girl,” she said. “Don’t just stand there, get moving!”

Serenla staggered up the hill towards the outskirts of the village. She didn’t dare look back, but hoped and prayed her mentor was following behind her. She clutched at Penelope’s hand and tried to shake the forming creatures off, flicking a purple ferret’s head away from the side of her face with her free hand. The Fixer stayed behind, and Serenla could hear his fevered chanting as they dashed between the trees. Penelope pointed at the branches in their path and told them to sway.

A roar tore through the air, raising hairs on flushed skin. The sound grated hard against the hill and shook it under their running feet.

“Mother of chaos, twister of Fate. Grant your child the power to calm your blood, soothe your flesh. Make order from the seas of destruction, oh Goddess–”

Penelope staggered, but Serenla caught her and stopped her from falling, after a particularly large tremor shook the earth.

The Fixer’s chants broke off with a scream, and there were no more tremors for a moment, only the sound of crunching in the air

Penelope turns to Serenla with fevered eyes after her fall. “We have to face it. There’s nowhere to run.”

“But, Penelope–”

The witches turned around and planted their moccasin clad feet in the dirt of the woods. Serenla felt the power of the earth well up into her body, but did not know what spell an apprentice could use against such a beast.

The clouds broke open and something large drifted effortlessly in circles, spiraling downwards. Large white wings pushed huge volumes of air down, spraying dirt and dust in all directions. Penelope squinted up and rose her arms in joy. “The White Eagle of Archadeth!”

Serenla sighed in relief. Her lack of skill would not be tested this day.

The eight foot monster–formed of the purple juices of the fruits of chaos, distorted by the moss of Ekembre–looked up at its foe. Penelope dragged Serenla down to the ground as the White Eagle of Archdeth swooped in, beak forward, straight towards the mulberry beast’s eye.

“Here is the wrath of the Gods, apprentice.”

A screech pierced the dusty air and talons curled through dirt and creature alike, squeezing mud and tentacles into a red paste that dripped to the ground. Serenla wiped purple juice off her chin. “I am NEVER eating another fruit as long as I live,” she declared.

The witches backed away from the Archdeth as juice receded into the pond, and the White Eagle drank his fill, calming the chaos for one more day.



So, it is going to be awhile before the second story in The Tales of Lucas White is available anywhere but Kindle and Smashwords. I’ve entered it in Smashwords Summer/Winter Promotion, so you can get it free until the end of the month. Use code SSWSF at checkout for Smashwords/Stanza/Aldiko. Stanza is iStuff app for ebooks, Aldiko is Droid’s. The free price should extend to Amazon in a day or two from price matching. Freeness ends at end of month, at which point Smashwords will hopefully have ISBNs available and The Game will get shipped out to Nook and such. Still waiting for The Bar to show up on Nook store, it shipped from Smashwords on the 8th, so hopefully soon. It is available on Smashwords and Kindle for the bargain price of 99 cents if you’d like to read the first story of the Tales. To entice you to go check out The Game for free, I give you this sample here.

The Game

Available on Smashwords and for Kindle

Lucas trotted behind his niece, traipsing through Patterson Park with abandon. It was a glorious spring day, and the plastic vessels of candy they sought as participants in the park’s annual egg hunt stood out like flowers against the rejuvenated grass.

“Uncle Lucas, what’s this?”

Lucas turned toward the sound of his niece’s voice, blown back to him on the breeze of a late March morning. His flannel shirt swished in the wind, mindless.

Cassie held a purple apple in her small hand. Its mulberry skin matched the flowers on her Easter pinafore with horrid precision. Lucas shuddered, dashed forward, and whisked the fruit away, running twenty feet into the trees before hunching over it.

The dead sound of plastic mocked him when he tapped the side, and his hands trembled in embarrassment as he squeezed the bottom half of the apple and popped off the top to reveal the egg hunt’s grand prize–two tickets to the Lyric’s spring musical, The Wizard of Oz.

Lucas was still in Kansas.

Cassie ran up behind him, panting with the effort. As he turned around, she asked, “What is it, Uncle Lucas? Something dangerous?”

“No, boopy,” Lucas said, handing her the apple and putting his arm around her slender shoulders. “You won! I didn’t want any of the older kids seeing your prize and mauling you for it.”

Cassie looked down, bewildered, but grinned as soon as she popped open the apple. “Tickets for The Wizard of Oz . . . will you take me, Uncle Lucas?”

Lucas sighed, and gripped her shoulder a bit with his hand, comforted by the reality of it. “Sure, squirt, as long as your mom says it’s okay.”

“SQUIRT! Why you . . .”

Lucas took off into a run after the initial gut punch from his niece, and breathed in city air with relief and satisfaction.

*

That night he dreamed again.

The mulberry face was huge, surrounded by a great bubble of water, its swirling surface like oil on asphalt, shimmering in the sun.

“Eat the fruit, Human,” the tiny voice droned. “I need you this time, and you owe me for saving you from your ignorance.”

Lucas awoke at seven in a clammy sweat, and when he went to brush his teeth, he had to spend an extra ten minutes to scrub the purplish juice off his tongue.

*

The day was typical. Blank stares, blank manila folders with printed labels centered on their anomaly, the tabs. Lucas trudged the path from label printer to file cabinet without thought for the task at hand. His mind strayed to the voice in his dream.
Was it the midget who helped him the night he got too wasted at the Tavern?

Though by all accounts, he didn’t have a single drink that night. Everyone, including Lucas himself, wrote it off as some crazy random encounter he had on the way home from the office.

But he remembered the barmaid, her pierced ears and corset burnt into his mind’s eye for the rest of eternity. He remembered the gnome’s voice, like someone who sucked the gas out of a helium balloon, yet endowed with a tone of command that couldn’t be denied.

And he remembered the mulberry fruit–almost purple, almost pink, almost red–it sucked him back to his own world with a bite and a word from the strangest creature he ever met. No wonder he was seeing purple fruits and their juice everywhere.

A bender like that changes a man.

*

The rest is available for free until the end of July at Smashwords and on Kindle. Give Amazon a few days to make the Kindle version free, or just download .mobi file from Smashwords.



{June 13, 2011}   running down a scream

This is a fun bit of story I wrote at the dash awhile ago. Thanks to Almo for the interesting word and motivation.

Grace at the Powerlines

Psychedelic pinpoints of light assaulted Grace as she walked through the deep forest. A ruined outpost glowed in reflected moonlight to her left, but all she could focus on was the lights. They moved in sync, a phantasm in the night, a mystery, a dream. But they were not what she was running from.

She heard it panting, right behind her, and pushed past the pain in her calves to keep running forward. Her own breath came in gasps, small puffs of mist forming before her lips before streaking behind her. The chase was causing considerable wind.

A roar sounded and she tripped, the root coming up from the rock covered pathway with no warning. Her toe caught, and the rocks bashed her face, their cool surface no comfort with the stink filled air of her pursuer covering her back. She forced herself to move quickly, hands underneath, push up, push forward with feet and legs. She managed to get ahead a fraction, a few small inches. Its fingers touched her back as it reached towards her speeding form.

Grace found the light at the end of the tunnel, the opening of civilization after the magic of the trees. The monster hurt them as he raged, as he tried to maim her, to eat her. The pinpoints of light helped it, pulled at her attention, took her eyes from the prize ahead of her. A solution, a sanctuary.

A claw stuck in her sweater and Grace was stopped again, almost grabbed. She willed her arms out of her sweater, willed it over her head and away, so she could be free. Better to be topless in front of a monster than eaten by one. She twisted and shimmied and got out, but her back stung. She remembered the whippings at camp, the initiation.

This monster would not take down one of the Cider Clan.

The break in the forest was abrupt, and Grace rolled forward when she reached it, making it to the first concrete foot. She looked up. Black lines across a purple-blue sky. Salvation.

Her pursuer ran from the woods, towering head and shoulders above the trees, seeing only sky and stars. The garrote hit his pock infested green neck and caught, straining against steel scaffolding and concrete lodged fifteen feet into sacred ground. Red and green make brown, which turned to gold, which turned to brilliant platinum light.

Grace pushed a shield out from herself, as the monster’s head exploded and flesh rained down from the sky. Sparks lit the clearing to a brilliant lilac for a minute, then subsided. The ground sucked in the purified flesh. She could hear it sigh in thanks and gave her gratitude as well.

Then ran off towards The Desert, hoping to avoid the cops one more time.



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